Acie Clark

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The Berlin of Mid America

For Lucas Martínez

The day feels a mile wideand longer still with all of the ice on the roadand the news of sewer waterin the well waterand the next stage of ethnic cleansinggets interruptedby a guitar riffannouncing an adwith another recipefor a dipfor another Super Bowlthis cottage cheese ambassador callsThe Big Gameto avoid paying any trademark fees

 

A year meant for no major changes chock-full of major changesWhat are you running fromasks an old friendwho hasn’t liked me for yearsthey meanwellI think they mean aren’t you overreactingaren’t you being a little baby  – about thisand I find myself telling us both I was trying toget away from my life

 

I don’t know how to get away anymoreso I walk a lotand I log onto zoom to trade impossible philosophical questions and personal anecdotes of struggle with perfect strangers and in the world beyond my screenthe yard fills upwith so many terrible singersdozens of gracklesthe nonconsensual google AI calls trash birdshurtling from tree to treefilling the skylike the smokeat a party you spent all daywaiting forlike what else is thereto dowith the first tolerable night in March than sit on a bucketwatching a firewith the friends you could keep?

 

Beauty keeps balking at my balking at beautyI bet each new day on the walk I’ll takewith the dog I lovethat I might see a tanagera honey locusta box turtleuntil the sun setsand I can raise my numberI'm still counting dayson the bad onesthe people I loveask how are youwhich is The Big Game forhave you been thinking about drinking again?

 

Luqui calls Little Rock the Berlin of Mid Americait’s my favorite format for a joke  – 1.[this place] is the 2.[somewhere else] of 3.[wherever you are]the reaction you’ll gettends to depend onwho is from whereand how they feel about that and where they live now and the story they have told themselfabout what this means I mean the second year of sobrietyhas been the outdoor stripmall  – of my adult lifefull of birdstrash unbearable kindnesses   –  surprisingly good food

 

All sincerity gets madeor unmadeby willingnessI hadn’t understood that beforeyou mean what you saythen you decide it’s importantto keep meaning itfor all my life lived toward poetrythe texts I send peopleon the worst days of our lives could be anyone’sthank youI’m sorryI’ve got youI promiseare you goingto the big gamemeaning – of course – I love you


Acie Clark is a writer from Florida and Georgia. A former writing fellow at the Fine Arts Work Center in Provincetown, he teaches in the Film, Theatre, and Creative Writing department at the University of Central Arkansas and as an Instructor at Interlochen Center for the Arts. His debut collection, Small Talk, was selected by Derrick Austin for the Hub City Press New Southern Voices Poetry Prize and will be published in 2026. He has work forthcoming in The Florida Anthology, Salamander, The Arkansas International, and Best New Poets 2025.

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