Tarn Wilson
The Grasshopper | Even My Ghosts Are Rusty
The Grasshopper
I couldn’t stop thinking about Peter, Peter Pumpkin Eater,
how he kept his wife in a shell. Were her walls damp
and stringy? Did she carve a door? Did she set her elbows
on a spongy windowsill? I didn’t want to be Cinderella,
a princess in a pumpkin carriage. I wanted a tail: I wanted
to be a soft animal who could adjust her balance. My New
Age mother said I might carry bad spirits. I feared they
clung to my sweater or accumulated in corners, chewed
and gaunt and disguised in shadow. My mother stole
money from my piggy bank. Some summers, I lived
with my father on the docks. I loved the lapping water,
little fish, and dock cats. I had never felt such loneliness.
I wanted a red wagon and a father who would pull it.
I got lost in the swirly eyes of marbles. I collected quartz
from roadsides and trailsides and badly-tended lawns:
fairy tale jewels scattered. I feared vans with no windows.
My only strategy was retreat. I’d make myself long
and flat as a line so I could be mistaken for a horizon.
~
Now I’ve been colonized by little men with pointy
shoes and long to-do lists. Now, sleep is a delicate thing,
carefully tended. Now, I’m afraid to pack my suitcase:
I’ll forget what I most need. I still love yellow construction
equipment, deer eyes with big lashes, granite boulders
under my fingers. I’m in love with lava, melted rock from
Earth’s hot heart. I’m in love with this elusive miracle:
the little salt harvest mouse who eats pickleweed
and drinks salt water. I did not imagine, then, the wars
would keep coming and coming. I’m still afraid it’s my
fault. All of it. I still search for bits of quartz: sometimes
I buy polished eggs and shimmery spheres. I’m confused
about what to give God as an offering. My first
strategy is still retreat, but I have a few more tactics now.
This is what I miss: the grasshopper on my thumb,
heavier than it looks, gripping with its strange hooked
feet, the weight and tension of all that coiled potential.
Even My Ghosts are Rusty
Here’s my super power: give me a sip of your tap water
and I can taste
the rust in your pipes. When I was little,
rust meant docks and boats and salt air and a quiet horizon
and men with strong arms and hands, quiet as stones.
Now I have a dream house by the sea
which flakes away, bit by bit.
The edges of my favorite books have yellowed. My windshield
is pock-marked by bits of gravel. My desire is waterlogged.
Rust mottles the surface of my compass like shadows.
There’s rust in my lasagne.
Even my ghosts are rusty. They creak and move in slow motion.
They leave red-brown tracks on the stairs I chase with a vacuum.
Rust has no magnetism. No rizz.
But rust has hustle. You have to give it that.
It’s bubbling all the enamel on my new, cheap cookware.
Rust takes up more room than the metal it eats.
It frightens our foundations.
Still, there is something heavy and steady and slow in rust
that I like. The reminder that everything is a slow crumbling
and transformation.
Forever and ever.
In my future, when it rains rust, what umbrella will I use?
Tarn Wilson is the author of the memoir The Slow Farm, the memoir-in-essays In Praise of Inadequate Gifts (winner of the Wandering Aengus Book Award), and a craft book: 5-Minute Daily Writing Prompts. Her essays have appeared in numerous literary journals, including Assay, Brevity, Gulf Stream, Harvard Divinity Bulletin, River Teeth, and The Sun. She is currently taking a break from her long-term relationship with prose and has been shamelessly flirting with poetry. New work has been published in Grey Matter, Imagist, Museum of Americana, One Sentence Poems, Pedestal, Porcupine Literary, New Verse News, Right Hand Pointing, and Sweet Lit and is forthcoming in ONE ART, Only Poems, and Potomac Review.
James Kangas
If Wishes Are Forces… | Chart on the Wall
If Wishes Are Forces...
Shit, dammit, hell—she’d had
a second son, she'd had
enough. Nipper, she said
(milking her clear chagrin),
I wish you had been born
a girl. Into the whorl
of my ear she pronounced
her burden. Like birdsong
then it flew from her mouth,
an impromptu refrain.
It became (my God!) my first
memory, except for
watching my father
piss in the tall grass
behind the woodshed one
indelible noon, that soft flesh
unloosed from his fly.
When I got big enough
I tried to make her wish
come true--a blue skirt fished
from the rag box, a small
parade. But I outgrew that,
grew tall, grew hair on my chin.
Mother, wanting grandgirls now,
nudged me altarward: When
are you getting married?
In the arms of the best man
I've found yet, I think: Ma,
life suits me just the way it
turned out, thanks (or not)
to you whom some might blame
for wanting me in pink—
sackcloth I thought once
when nothing seemed to fit.
The truth is (well, some frayed
scrap of it)--slipping
into her wish, I found it
became me.
This piece first appeared at Chiron Review, Winter 1992.
Chart on the Wall
Reclusive almost, more than
wincingly shy (my eyes veering
towards a certain football player
I'd spot in the corridor), I didn't
date, I didn't think to
sham convention, I couldn’t have
faked it if I'd wanted to.
Come junior prom time, I had no
intentions—ostrichlike sank my
nose in Jules Verne. My chemistry
teacher got wind of this
and of Barbara D's datelessness,
kept me after lab and said:
If you don't ask her, I'm going to
do it for you. I protested,
and caved in.
She sat cattycornered
from me, but I knew her only
as another wallposy, another latent
person. I bought her a corsage
which dwarfed her breasts,
and we danced once, deadpan,
gaping mouths all around.
Of course she knew we wouldn’t bond—
we weren’t potassium and bromine
to be plugged into a formula,
Mr. Curie, Mr. Quack! And after your
public fizzle with our two incompatible
substances, I trust you took some time
(among your beakers, your burettes,
those twenty Bunsen burners) to mull
the periodic table of elements.
This piece first appeared at Chiron Review, Spring 1997.
James Kangas is a retired librarian living in Flint, Michigan. His work has appeared in Atlanta Review, Does It Have Pockets, The New York Quarterly, The Penn Review, Unbroken, et al. His chapbook, Breath of Eden (Sibling Rivalry Press), was published in 2019.
Beth Gordon
Question #1: Have you experienced changes in your sleeping patterns? | Memory of Sadness
Question #1:
Have you experienced changes in your sleeping patterns?
I’m back on my bullshit again: watching murder television as a form of salvation. Cataloguing subgenres of violence & crime. Weaving my own small tragedy with strands of carpet fiber: stray eyelashes: observable traces of skin & blood beneath the victim’s fingernails. Saliva is always involved. A faint smell of bleach. Unanswered phone calls. Concerned co-workers. Frantic mothers. Indifferent & incompetent sheriffs who never seem to learn that missing certainly means dead. The narrator’s voice is the cure to my insomnia. Turns out I’m not alone. Turns out that I no longer idolize the rippling of death: the river: the skyscraper: the open oven door: the razor’s edge: the messy exit in the form of tequila & Ambien. Turns out I no longer believe in the future. Turns out I can no longer fathom the past. I’m only awake in this moment: trying to convince my pillow to conform to the shape of my dread: dear God, help me: I just want to sleep through the night.
Memory of Sadness
I say that I remember watching the first moon landing. Cross-legged on utilitarian carpet. Inches from our neighbor’s console color television. Which sounds magnificent but was entirely inadequate to contain the hissing transmission of outer space. Also, the broadcast was in black & white. I never learned what colors swirl on that impossible terrain: 56 years later I still don’t know. I say that I remember we had been swimming that day. That my mother made us wait 30 minutes after eating charred hot dogs & soggy potato chips. She was/is a stickler for the rules and a child had drowned somewhere because of muscle cramps: overeating in the heat: a negligent babysitter who let him dive right in. Girls were required to wear swimming caps in 1969: a rule that would soon prove ridiculous in the face of long-haired men & short-haired women: the rising popularity of untamed androgyny. I say that I remember grainy astronauts on the screen & maybe it’s true. Not all memories are re- cycled versions of someone else’s stories. Some take root: wrap their tentacles around your heart.
Beth Gordon is a poet, mother and grandmother living in Asheville, NC. She is the author of several chapbooks including The Water Cycle (Variant Literature), How to Keep Things Alive (Split Rock Press), Crone (Louisiana Literature), and The First Day (Belle Point Press). Her second full-length collection, Alchemy of Nests, is forthcoming from Acre Books in 2027. Beth is Managing Editor of Feral: A Journal of Poetry and Art, Assistant Editor of Animal Heart Press, and Grandma of Femme Salve Books. Instagram, Threads and BlueSky @bethgordonpoet.
John Dorroh
You Ought to Know My Face by Now | On Opening a Jar of Vlasic Pickles
You Ought to Know My Face by Now
It’s an inch and a half between the inside corners of my eyes,
and three from the tip of my nose to the bottom of my chin.
The diameter of my mouth is that of a jumbo garden hose,
rather a small kisser for a man who makes such noise.
My hairline receded two inches in the time it takes
to read Ulysses 100 times. Sunlight reflects
off my forehead like a potato wrapped in foil,
a beacon of hope in stormy weather, the poster child
for managed fragility. Images in your rearview mirror
may appear larger than they are.
I share genes with a chameleon: Hazel eyes when I wear
green shirts, brown when I tell you lies. If eyes are the windows
to the soul, I must be dying in boiling water.
My head fits neatly into a square-foot box, but don’t forget
to punch some breathing holes so I won’t suffocate.
My face is one-sixth of a cube. It announces itself
so that you will never forget. Roll it like a die,
see what number comes up. You should have every inch
of it memorized by now.
On Opening a Jar of Vlasic Pickles
I’m good at opening jars for those who seem to find them glued
shut, tight like mouths in a fire. It’s not a particularly strong grip,
more of the way I hold my lips, such grimace, a parfait of emotions
all bottled up, squeezed like toothpaste from the bottom of the
tube. I tap it on the rim of the lid with the dull side of a huge butcher
knife, cascades of warm water under the tap. Sooner or later,
it gives way.
This is one technique to reach a destination. This is how I do it
on stormy days. I don’t ever use a flashlight because the batteries
are always dead. I plunge forward in the dark, unafraid – perhaps
a bit anxious – and certainly not nimble. Those days are long gone.
John Dorroh travels as often as possible. He inevitably ends up in other peoples’ kitchens exchanging culinary tidbits and telling tall tales. Once he baked bread with Austrian monks and drank a healthy portion of their beer. Six of his poems were nominated for Best of the Net. Others have appeared in over 100 journals, including Feral, North of Oxford, River Heron, Wisconsin Review, Kissing Dynamite, and El Portal. He had two chapbooks published in 2022. He lives in rural Illinois, USA, near St. Louis.
Anthony DeGregorio
Sitting in Putnam Hospital Center Lobby
Sitting in Putnam Hospital Center Lobby
Half the conversations in the hospital’s lobby today pause—
The passing speaker stops walking to sip coffee; fumbles for keys;
Turns to face the listener for emphasis or in surprise—
Then resume along with the hurried strides
Even more determined on departure, soles treading,
Tearing away awkwardly loud, aware with each step
Of the adhesions to a well-travelled floor,
And have, for the most part,
To do with eating and shitting,
The other exchanges mostly centering around fear, famine, death, and/or guilt.
It’s so much like being back at the dinner table when I was growing up
That I expect my father to resurrect himself, fork in dirt-blotched hand,
Cutlery still sanguine with tomato sauce, damp earth tone dark
With braciola, the speared meat and its guts
Shred between the tines,
Asking if I was learning anything in school, and reminding everyone
Before I could answer that the toothpicks and string,
Used to hold the rolled delight together, be saved for future use.
And my mother to ponder aloud in her chair
(as if I were not there)
When someone was going to cut my hair.
Her 180º dramatically subtle surveillance
For a coiffeur’s apparition, hovering
In a corner only she knew back then,
(Not unlike her own glow
In this lobby now) His
Hands slick with
Shampoo
Dripping, extended
Over a sink still warm
From drained pasta water
And coated in the milky trans-
Lucency of starch residue, adding
Italian special effects to this eerie scene,
As her eyes continued slowly moving, left
To right, from appliance to menacing appliance,
Her face and body contorting, exaggerated
In silent movie mannerisms secretly un-
Folding before the green screen of
Our kitchen’s fruit wallpaper.
A crescendo of suspenseful music muted …
(The crackling chaos of memory’s bleary background reverberating with commercials and news pouring from AM stations and syphoned through a brown RCA radio suspended on a small wooden shelf adjacent to the classic Last Supper reproduction witnessing every meal we had in that kitchen, jingles for cigarettes & gum beer & Brylcreem manically upbeat preceding or following AP reports and local human interest stories of tragedy or triumph)
… the sound of snipping silver scissors,
A strange metallic staccato conjuring imminent loss
Among my then-thick long strands,
A thatch of curly brown hysteria
Tremoring #$^()_*%@!
Standing frizzily
On end.
I am hallucinating the smells of broccoli rabe and chicken z’armi,
The language of lost years and shadows, of insecurity and grief,
In the unseasoned aesthetic of a hospital lobby,
As the elevators open and close,
For visitors and patients;
Doctors on cell phones looking distracted as discontinued monitors
As they increase the pace of their gait toward the rear exit;
The lost faces of those holding no change of clothes,
No newly released book to finish, returning for a last stay;
The newborn wide eyes mapping a strange geography,
Bound and bundled bodies in blankets on a summer day.
All the while smiling volunteers in bright jackets at the front desk struggle to
Two-finger type long consonant laden names for room number inquiries.
The faint smell of disinfectant and oatmeal
From the floors above mists the still air
Stirred only now when a body passes.
A door is held open too long.
An absentminded exit
Prolongs in
Pause—
Catches in a slowly revolving door.
Beyond its strained curved glass
A circling lane leads out off the grounds.
Valets at another entrance to the left
Repeatedly leave and return throughout the day.
A vague humidity pressing upon the windows
Overcasts the view into the back parking lot
That I’ve blurred for forty minutes.
The roped off player piano begins a new tune,
A text vibrates a shirt pocket, a pant leg, into a sweaty palm
Bleeding the BiC-Blue of a paperless reminder,
A phone number, an errand, a name,
Scrawled into clammy flesh, smeared, lost forever
To anxiety-stained memory and primary hyperhidrosis.
How’s he doing today? Any better? How does she feel? Any change?
Same. :( …
Anthony DeGregorio’s writing has appeared or is scheduled to appear in various publications including Mande, Yellow Mama, Yearling, The Raven Review, TheRavensPerch, Libre, Abandoned Mine, Italian America Magazine, Phantom Drift, Aromatica Poetica, Bloom, Nowhere, Wales Haiku Journal, Polu Texni, and So It Goes: The Literary Journal of the Kurt Vonnegut Museum and Library. He taught writing at Manhattanville College for twenty years, and in another life or two or three he worked in various capacities for the Department of Social Services, much of that time while teaching at night. Prior to that, and brief stints at a myriad of jobs in another century beyond time, is anyone’s guess, but please don’t let that stop you.
Ren Wilding
Resistance | On January 20, 2025, I Thought of My Own Grave
Resistance
After Rebecca Solnit
I am a penguin
with my back to the cold
I am a musk ox with horns
facing the wolf
I want my turn at the center
of a reindeer cyclone
protected as their young
inside a whirling ring
of bodies and hooves
I want to be soft
but I’m afraid
the inside of the circle
will be gone soon
how many laws
are you willing to break
to keep the predators at bay
or will you give up
join with the wolves
On January 20, 2025, I Thought of My Own Grave
I never wanted a grave,
just scatter my ashes
or keep them in a jar.
But if I die because
of government violence,
I want a fucking grave.
I want children to come
on school tours
and teachers to say:
the name on this headstone
is one this person chose.
They were openly trans.
They loved themself
and did not stop
even when the government
tried to take everything.
No one could take
their love.
I want trans children
to know someone fought
so they could be here,
so they could grow up,
so they could grow old.
I don’t want flowers.
I only want graves
dug when we die old,
asleep in beds in quiet moments
when our loves have left the room.
Loves who will put the names
we chose on memorial pamphlets.
Memorials filled with all our loves.
I want us to come, to live,
and go from life adored.
If this isn’t forgotten,
if we never go back—
You can use my body,
my headstone
to build this world.
Ren Wilding (they/them) is a trans, queer, neurodivergent poet who earned an MA in Literature and Gender Studies from the University of Missouri. Their work appears in Braving the Body (Harbor Editions), The Comstock Review, One Art, Palette Poetry, Pine Hills Review, Red Eft Review, Tulip Tree, Zoetic Press, and elsewhere. They were a finalist for Lily Poetry Review’s Paul Nemser Prize, have received a Pushcart nomination, and are co-curator of the Words Like Blades reading series. Their chapbook, Trans Artifacts: Bones Between My Teeth, is forthcoming from Porkbelly Press in 2026.
Sheila Wellehan
Breakage | Heist
Breakage
I break things—
vases, dinner plates, friendships.
I stomp and I scare and I smash.
I pound what I love
into a fine powder with a hammer,
then grind the dust into the ground
with my heels.
When I sweep up the mess,
hours or years later,
I breathe in the vapor
of what I’ve destroyed.
It seeps into every cell
and swims through
my bloodstream. I break things,
then they break me
from the inside.
Heist
It looked like salvation,
or at least sustenance,
something to get me through the night.
The humble potato at the 7-11
was bathed in holy florescent light.
I studied the staff, overwhelmed
by the crush of midnight customers.
I watched other shoppers,
busy scooping up six-packs
and microwaving dubious snacks.
I placed my hand gingerly on the potato.
I wrapped my fingers around it, trying to hide it.
Then I whooshed the potato into my pocket.
I’d have food with my whiskey tonight—
if I didn’t get caught.
I wandered up and down the aisles,
pretending to scan them, pretending to consider
boxes of Hostess Donettes and cans of SpaghettiOs.
No one suspected my thievery.
No one acknowledged my existence.
No one noticed me at all.
Emboldened by my success in evading detection,
I snatched a mini-cup of Half & Half
at the coffee dispenser near the door.
I popped it into my other pocket
then casually sauntered out.
Walking home to my basement apartment,
I felt the haul sheltered in my pockets,
and smiled at my fortune, my wealth.
I caressed the potato’s smooth hollows
and mysterious pebbles, the Half & Half’s slick plastic ribs.
I’d harvested sustenance
to fill my belly and fuel me,
luxury to transform the staple into a delicious dish.
I felt ancestors from Sligo, Cork, and Kerry
nod approvingly at me.
Sheila Wellehan’s poetry is featured in On the Seawall, Psaltery & Lyre, Rust & Moth, Tinderbox Poetry Journal, Whale Road Review, and many other publications. She’s served as an assistant poetry editor for The Night Heron Barks and an associate editor for Ran Off With the Star Bassoon. Sheila lives in Cape Elizabeth, Maine. You can read her work at www.sheilawellehan.com .
Lisa Low
Crush | Henrietta
Crush
I thrilled to think how fast those hands
could pull me from a fire, but it was
what you said about Plath that made
you my god. Standing at the board,
dragging your fist down the chalk,
talking of the shock Emily Dickinson
gave you, I caught every come hither
look you threw. Poetry already had me
in its arms; already bent its intoxicating
lips to mine, but coming from you,
it was a new kind of love. I planted
myself in the front row and swung
at every fastball you threw, skidding
past home, skirt-up, to please you.
I wanted to catch your eye, then maybe
your heart, but you weren’t as clever
as I thought, and it was easy to make you
smart; easy to catch you in my crosshairs
and plummet you to something small.
I was young and I wanted to win, and
I didn’t know then, how much and how
dearly, I would pay for it later: my sin.
Henrietta
My father was always on the move
or on the run; fast-talking with strangers,
heading out for a beer; having no
time for us; showing up late for dinner,
my mother in the kitchen, stomping
her foot and saying damn that man; but,
in his old age, my father fell head over
heels for a squirrel he named Henrietta.
He dreamt about her nights and kneeled
on the back porch to feed her crumbs.
Shyly, as if they were courting, she came
up the back steps; shyly, as if they were
courting, he fed her acorns from his open hand.
Lisa Low was first runner-up for the Shakespeare Prize at the University of Massachusetts, Amherst. Her poetry has been nominated for Best New Poets 2025 and shortlisted for Ploughshares. Her work has appeared in many literary journals including The Adroit Journal, The Boston Review, The Massachusetts Review, Pleiades, Phoebe, and Southern Indiana Review. Her first chapbook Late in the Day was released in July 2025 from Seven Kitchens Press.
Barbara Krasner
I Am the Grout of Tesserae Memory | A Poem about the Assassination of John F. Kennedy
I Am the Grout of Tesserae Memory
After The Farm by Joan Miró (Spain), 1921-1922
The red concrete porch floor grounded our secret annex,
the extension of the Manor house out onto the oak-lined
street leading out of town and county. From here I tie
a plastic jump rope through iron railings and make a swing,
elastic to hold my weight and I purvey my domain.
The mosaic mezuzah is the gatekeeper to the annex,
inside crouches its tiny message to bless this home. The door jamb
between then and now, now and when I took it
after my mother’s death and nailed it to my own threshold.
Like the bubble wands we used to create liquid magic,
like the shards of slate to create the landings
between red brick stairs of the white clapboard house,
like the jacks and marbles we tossed around
in circles while it rained, we remained protected
by the grout of our grounding, the caulking of our past.
A Poem about the Assassination of John F. Kennedy
The front brick stairs trip my new patent leather
shoes and I go flying to the slate sidewalk, my knee
ripped yet again. All I wanted to do was show
the girl across the street I have shiny new shoes
that make me feel more grown-up than a first-grader.
My father takes me in his arms and puts me
in the station wagon and off we go to the hospital,
his hands full of my blood. I’ve never been to this place,
with hallways filled with quick padded steps and beeps
and moans. The doctor stitches up my knee
and I will have this scar for life. He gives me
a cherry lollipop for being so brave.
Barbara Krasner holds an MFA from the Vermont College of Fine Arts. Her work has been featured in more than sixty literary journals, including Here: A Poetry Journal, Nimrod, and Cimarron Review. She is the author of an ekphrastic poetry chapbook, Poems of the Winter Palace (Bottlecap Press, 2025). She lives and teaches in New Jersey.
Alison Hicks
Dog Nose Solstice | The Gray | Afterlife
Dog Nose Solstice
Velvet dipped in milk.
Young dog, like the year, wants nothing
but to play.
All weather is of interest.
He snuffles flakes fragrant as fur.
Legs and body lift straight up, come down.
Paws stretch chestward, cantilevering.
Almond eyes ringed with black.
My son pulling me outside, begging
me to throw a ball.
Little boy, I cannot run and hope to keep up
I so don’t want to lose you in the snow.
The Gray
I was with my father when he crossed
into the gray between dying and dead.
His voice clogged and cracked
until it disappeared. I took an hour
to walk the beach, waded through pools
low tide had left. It won’t be long now,
the hospice nurse said.
I’d read the booklet, tried to fix the signs.
Recognized nothing.
Sun through skylights. How long
did we stand there? Sit?
I must have sat, held his hand
blue seeping under the nails.
With the dog of my childhood
I felt something pass out of the body in my lap.
What a beautiful death, the nurse said.
I held his hand, but I can’t remember.
Barbara and I on the couch drinking scotch.
That was after. I must have called her.
I was with him when. Memory skips,
running ahead to catch up.
Afterlife
Follow no body
sustain no need
eat same daylight
night planets & stars
same northern lights sleep
curled up in grasses like a dog.
The unknowing
bends & oxbows
depths shallows
marshes & fens.
It will widen
& empty salts
dissolving float inland
breathed into bodies
living out on earth before
the following.
Alison Hicks’ fourth collection of poems is Homing (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions, 2024). She was awarded the 2021 Birdy Prize from Meadowlark Press for Knowing Is a Branching Trail. Previous collections are You Who Took the Boat Out and Kiss, a chapbook Falling Dreams, and a novella Love: A Story of Images. Her work has appeared in Eclipse, Gargoyle, Permafrost, and Poet Lore, among other literary magazines. She was named a finalist for the 2021 Beullah Rose prize from Smartish Pace, an Editor’s Choice selection for the 2024 Philadelphia Stories National Poetry Prize, and nominated for a Pushcart Prize by Green Hills Literary Lantern, Quartet Journal, and Nude Bruce Review. She is founder of Greater Philadelphia Wordshop Studio, which offers community-based writing workshops.
Kathleen Rooney
5 Cinquains
Cinquain For How, Because It Happened To Be On My Kindle, I Read My Man Jeeves By P.G. Wodehouse In India And Found It Hilarious
Wondered
whether, under
capitalism, we
are all valets to the idle
wealthy.
Cinquain For How When I Travel Abroad, I Think About Whether I’m In A Place My Mom Would Visit Or Not
This one?
Not. But if she
did? Peacocks at a road-
side pit stop. Chai in terra cot-
ta pots.
Cinquain For How, At The Taj Mahal, White Marble Monument To Eternal Love, The Guide Had Each Of Us Pose On The Princess Di Bench For A Photo
In the
scrum, someone, some
random creepy man, grabbed
my ass with both hands. Just fully
honked it.
Cinquain For How India Is The Most Populous Country On The Globe With 1.4 Billion People, Which Means That There Is More Of Everything, Including Poverty
Beggars
pointing spindly
fingers at their mouths, hawk-
ing statues—who they resemble—
of gods.
Cinquain For How One Morning, We Were Doing Yoga Outside And I Heard A Lot Of Little Birds Babbling In The Jungle, And When I Looked Them Up, I Learned They’re Called Jungle Babblers And Wondered If The Brits Were Overwhelmed By The Species Diversity In The Subcontinent And Just Felt Like They Had To Name Everything Really Fast
[Sees bird
pooping from tree]
Tree pooper! New species!
Write it up, gov! Jolly good cheer-
io.
Kathleen Rooney is a founding editor of Rose Metal Press, a publisher of literary work in hybrid genres, and a founding member of Poems While You Wait, a team of poets and their typewriters who compose commissioned poetry on demand. She is the author, most recently, of the novels Lillian Boxfish Takes a Walk and Cher Ami and Major Whittlesey. Her latest poetry collection Where Are the Snows, winner of the XJ Kennedy Prize, was released in Fall of 2022 by Texas Review Press and her latest novel, From Dust to Stardust, came out in September 2023. Her debut picture book Leaf Town Forever, co-written with her sister, Beth Rooney, is forthcoming with University of Minnesota Press in the fall of 2025. She lives in Chicago and teaches at DePaul.
R.C. Hoerter
Torn Grocery Bag, Food Lion Parking Lot | Reincarnation
Torn Grocery Bag, Food Lion Parking Lot
I see you, my love, alone
at the curb’s edge, perched
shyly, brown paper fluttering
in this pedestrian breeze,
poised to take flight.
I forgive you before you think
to ask. Your modest gesture—
an outstretched, unglued handle—
incinerates my heart as only
sackcloth and ashes can do.
I only ask one thing: Lift me
above the swirling boil
of flimsy plastic skittering
across the asphalt, make small
the SUV rooftops and shopping carts.
We’ll ascend on a thousand
feathers, a surging hurricane
making ponds of parking lots,
reflective windshield glass
a silver dance of light.
You never knew your beauty
down there, beloved, but now
see with a lover’s eyes
your soaring conversion,
origami wings climbing
up and up and up,
the folded become holy,
the torn, immortal sky.
Reincarnation
A few years after the funeral,
Dad roared back as a '57 Chevy,
shifter on the steering wheel,
Space Age tail fins and curved glass.
Mom knew it was him
and she was not pleased.
Who could blame her?
Sixty years ago, she wrecked
his baby and he’d moaned
about it ever since. Now
he was back, not a bang
or a dent, gun-metal
gray a match for his hair
in later years, blame
thundering up as a coupe
with swooping lines and vacuum-
powered windshield wipers.
She wouldn’t even talk to him,
just blew town in her BMW.
“Why now?” I asked.
Did his chrome grill grin?
He opened his door
so I climbed in.
We tore outta there,
Chuck Berry turned up
loud enough to rattle
the solid steel dashboard,
cruisin’ and playin’ the radio
with no particular place to go.
R.C. Hoerter lives in Carrboro, North Carolina. His poems have previously appeared in Mid-American Review, Whiskey Tit Journal, Cacti Fur, and The Mountain anthology from Middle Creek Publishing. His MFA is from Colorado State University, where he won the AWP Intro Award.
Max Polenberg
Separation Anxiety | I Have Changed My Name Three Times, But I Still Don’t Know Who I Am
Separation Anxiety
I am an organ donor, and that should make me feel good
but I'm already so used to giving pieces of myself away,
That I'm worried my death would feel like an average afternoon
I wish I could remain selfish in death and stay intact for once–
each piece of me holding tightly onto the next
But that little mark on my license
stands as a sinister little reminder
that I may never have the privilege of remaining whole
But it's the right thing to do, isn't it?
Like when I gave my favorite pen
to that boy in my chemistry class
knowing I'd never see it again
even though he said he'd give it back to me
because that's who he is: the boy who loses pens
and this is who I am: the boy who gives him all my pens to lose
I Have Changed My Name Three Times, But I Still Don’t Know Who I Am
I have read the "Top 1,000 Baby Boy Names" twice over
But none of them suited me
Liam, Noah, Oliver
None of them conveyed how I used to cry at ASPCA commercials,
that I once tried to unlearn the English language
so I could remain a wild animal
not limited by 26 letters
James, Elijah, William
But I am tired from giving birth to myself
Life breeding life, you see
Is only sustainable for so long
Eating away like the snake with its tail
Henry, Lucas, Benjamin
I chase after myself
A version that can be put into words
Something tasteful and polished,
And easy to understand
Something I can swallow
and spit back up for you
Theodore, Mateo, Levi
But the words get lost in my stomach
They come back half-digested and mucusy,
Bloodied and mixed with baby teeth
'Cause I can't define myself
If I don't know who I am
Leo, Jackson, Mason
When I do nothing but wait
with my hands folded in my lap
For the tragedy of my being
To become heartfelt and alluring
I am waiting so patiently
to feel fully formed
Sebastian, Daniel, Jack
But there's no name here
that tells you what I'm too afraid to say
That I lie in my diary in case someone reads it,
change my name when I'm scared of my existence,
and try to unlearn the English language
so I can escape my own humanity
and the need for a name to introduce myself with
Michael, Alexander, Owen
Humanity between my teeth
is humanity nonetheless
So, I am trapped as I currently am—
my tail lodged in my throat
and needing a title to present myself with
So, I'll go back to the top of the list
Liam, Noah, Oliver
Max Polenberg is a 20-year-old college student studying creative writing at Hunter College. Writing since childhood, Max enjoys sharing his experiences as a transgender man. Find more of Max Polenberg’s work on TikTok: @givingthesinnerwings
Francis Luo
Self-Portrait As Young Love | Optometry
Self-Portrait As Young Love
for K.N.
In December, my friend offered to murder me
in the Sierra Nevada, and I accepted. We drove
up crumbling mountain roads until snow fell
off of trees and out of clouds: melting clumps
setting the stage for next year's ruthless road
erosion. The pine needles spoke cold silence.
In a darkened snowy clearing, we set off fire
-works that gleamed like stars in the blank
night, then went supernova. Ooh and ah.
The anxious sun rose, standing over snow
marred by black remnant ash that we ref-
used to clean up. I sent an ecstatic laugh
or cry into the sky like a flare, luminant
as it danced through the uncertain gray
pallor, and had to be symbolic of some
thing. Later, twig-thin rivulets of red
seeped into crystal white, spurting
forth from cold hands above snow
above soil where an earthworm
could fertilize growths of green
or flowers the following spring.
My friend drove back down to
the Bay alone.
Optometry
"Your vision is like mine," says the optometrist
in his cream-white microfiber voice. Clanky
machines, pretentious whirring lenses, are waiting
silently in the corner of the room to be used. "Myopia,"
says the optometrist, "which is just nearsightedness.
Did you know that's what it's called?" An answer tumbles
like a pancake out of my mouth, and he cuts me off.
"Are you applying to schools this year?" asks the optometrist,
and I tell him I will be next year, and he says nothing.
The lenses cast their ocular magic over my eyes.
Click, whir, clear, blur.
"Do you wear your glasses while driving?" asks the optometrist,
and I tell him no, I don't drive, and he tells me I'll need
to bring them to my driving test. On the monitor across the room,
my eyes perceive crisp sans serif letters as the vague
orangey purple proportions of clouds at dusk, streaming gloriously
past the windshield during my crepuscular car ride
in the passenger seat, and I tell the optometrist, I still see
the retreating figure
of the setting sun.
Francis Luo is a writer based in the San Francisco Bay Area who has recently been published in Echo Literary Magazine, the Incandescent Review, and Crashtest Magazine. He's constantly surprised to learn that he writes more poetry than he thinks he does.
Charles Leggett
This Happens | Layover: Empress Hotel
This Happens
1
This is the evening sky of many statues.
Of dim, white archipelagos. Of floating
Rorschach tests. Of ghosts out on a haunt,
drifting in formation with a menace
that passes just as they do. Of we sleepers
in fishbowls of our mild yet urgent tide
of dreams. Elongating and thinning; fading,
some, from white to pallid gray. And those
directly overhead, like island nations,
caricatures of kings' heads on old coins,
or etchings of a withered Pantalone.
Behind them, curtain of a solemn, silty
middling blue that's punctuated by
a dozen outmatched stars and morning birdcall.
2
The news collapses in upon itself.
Headlines falling into ornery stacks
like floors of a disaster movie's star
collapsing skyscraper. Instead of billboards,
thumbtacks; numbing, numberless. One's own
hips balking at the weight they bear. A dark
thrilling, these failures. Wet farts foisted into
a cavernous, old toilet in an other-
wise silent if not restive building. Vivid
faces reassembling their details
as if in a collage. The wet-dream cock tug
of a cigarette's first drag. And pounding
and adumbrating and accelerating,
until the life's a wilding and slow-motion
crescendo of wet footsteps, honking horns,
squealing tires, take-downs, ownings, bleated
algorithms, strident belches into
a deep aquamarine that's scarred by stars.
A woman, unperturbed, October 1st,
who rocks a Santa coat and beanie on
a Light Rail car. How will it ever end?
October gray as uniforms of war.
A gray evincing bones, bent over, as
cloud-cover blanket. Under footsteps, whitened
swirls all round, and wails across the flashings
of red-and-blue. The clouds arranged like large
dogs on the pewter carpet of a living
room floor, awaiting what involves them next
with varying amounts of patience. Looming,
as with purpose – the odd satellite
or star conveying its disarming distance
before it disappears behind the hounds'
flanks – with intimacy of these living
room floors. And are there samples of such blue?
These cryptic mirrors have been teaching us
for centuries... O thick, white pelts, blues, grays,
what have we learned, whatever have we learned?
3
The sky, with many distant fires, growls.
Is this moon ripped in half by light, or darkness?
4
This happens, and we shiver, the demotic
conflux of living now foregone, sensations
spread before us like a mural – they
inhabit us, we don't inhabit them.
And held close, each, as though the sky had gone
clear, or what was going to happen that
would let one turn a page had happened and
the words gone sweeping by, returned to dark.
Layover: Empress Hotel
outside Kuala Lumpur
This building rises nakedly up
from rows of yellow three-story flats
like an elegant wart from the crown
of a dentist's hovering knuckle.
Lurching half-hour's drive from the airport;
lobby and halls suffused in prayer
chants piped in through a subtle PA
system. "Help in Time of Need” leads off
the Gideons' list of "Suggested
Readings" from the worn Bible they've "Placed"
– next, as it happens, to The Teachings
of Buddha – in what I'll call the drawer
of need. Now, techno dance beats debouch
from a stoop below, across the street,
next door to Naeshan Trading, where men
in T-shirts are hunched at card tables
under a naked bulb's margarine light.
An equivocal phrase, "drawer of need";
need drawn as baths are drawn – immersion;
or sketched, in lines of a face – mundane,
sweet, straining to become familiar
in a nakedness dressed to the nines.
This piece was first published in Scarlet Leaf Review, Toronto, January 2016.
Charles Leggett is a professional actor based in Seattle, WA, and a 2022 Lunt-Fontanne Fellow. Recent/forthcoming publications include KINPAURAK, THE ENGINE(IDLING, Beach Chair Press, ELLIE MAGAZINE, APOCALYPSE CONFIDENTIAL, and Anomaly Poetry's latest RITUALS anthology; his chapbook HARD LISTENING appears in the latest Ravenna Press “Triple” series edition, No. 25. Charles’s co-adaptation of Maxim Gorky’s THE LOWER DEPTHS premiered in 2024 at Intiman Theatre with The Seagull Project, and his poetry film short TO FONDLE NOTHING has screened as an Official Selection at film festivals in the US, the UK (Scotland and England), Portugal, Serbia, Italy, and Austria.
Hilary King
Shopping | Crawlspace
Shopping
My husband and I go shopping for a sofa. My husband brings a book to the store. I bring knitting, laundry, a stack of New Yorkers, and a copy of Moby Dick. We want something firm but giving. The back is important. I like this one, my husband says of a low brown sofa. He read Moby Dick in high school. He puts his feet up on the glass coffee table in front of him and opens his book. I get up to check something in the kitchen but there is no kitchen, just more sofas and more husbands, sitting on them, reading, the wives wandering into the kitchen to check on something, the stack of New Yorkers growing ever taller, the knitting unraveling, the whale in Melville’s ocean still swimming. What was it I needed to check on in the kitchen? I find a green velvet chaise lounge, which is like a couch with one third of a back. I lounge on it. Did they ever find the whale? I know I can learn this without reading, the way we could buy a sofa online, the way we could divorce, my husband and I, sit apart, or recline with other people. I covet the chaise lounge but it doesn’t fit where I live, and besides, the sofa is on sale.
Crawlspace
I had the wildest dream last night.
The microwave was broken,
so I climbed inside it, sat
in a circle and reheated the soup.
Then I lay on the roof and let rain
collect in my elbows. I put my hand
to the crack in the foundation
that’s always been there, winking
at me. This is the dream I thought
I wanted, to be the one to hold up
the walls. I’m not strong enough
to keep every brick in place.
My face won’t hang straight in its frame.
I wring out my needs, but my hands swell,
like clouds, like rage.
I lift the whole rotten house and toss it.
I am a tornado, spitting, spinning,
dreaming my own silver dreams.
Originally from the Blue Ridge mountains of Virginia, Hilary King is a poet now living in the San Francisco Bay Area of California. Her poems have appeared in Ploughshares, TAB, Salamander, Belletrist, Fourth River, and other publications. Her book Stitched on Me was published by Riot in Your Throat Press in 2024. She loves hiking, travel, and ribbon.
Daniel James
Guided by Light | The Peculiar Tale of Moonbeam Roads
Guided by Light
At the top of Chilhowee, the mountain hums like it knows our names.
The car door creaks open – an iron crow whispering secrets
and we pour out like uneven syrup, my son and I,
spilling into the night, thick and unsure.
The stars above us blink like they’ve been caught in a lie,
their freckles scattered carelessly across the face of forever.
He squints, maps their constellations as if they were
buried treasure, though no map I’ve ever seen
smelled so sharply of pine and gasoline.
“You know,” he says, “the stars don’t care about us.”
And for a moment I imagine him
as an astronaut marooned on some soft yellow moon,
eating cold beans and listening for my voice
on a broken radio. “Do you copy?”
But all he hears is muffled static.
He stretches out on Chilhowee’s rocky back,
his hair catching starlight like a spider’s web.
I tell him that they aren’t stars but tiny lighthouses,
each one guiding us safely through the vastness.
He laughs. Says, “That’s stupid.”
But I see he is stealing glances,
as if testing my theory with his plucky, suburban heart.
I keep quiet then, letting the air between us swell
with everything I won’t say:
like how I’d pluck the smallest star and feed it to him
if I thought it would keep him safe,
or how his laugh carries more weight
than the anchors buried in my chest.
Above, the Milky Way pretends to drift apart,
but we know better – the seams hold strong
when no one is looking.
He’s falling asleep now, his breath
a whisper escaping a house fire.
And I wonder: does he feel it,
this quiet hurricane of love,
this impossible glow,
this thing I’d never say out loud?
I write it instead,
in the fine print of every moment like this –
the silent contract of father and son,
two shadows beside a car
that talks like an iron crow,
spilled out on a mountain
that thinks it knows us.
The Peculiar Tale of Moonbeam Roads
I found it dangling from the corner of my eye,
a road stitched together by threads of moonlight,
wobbling like an old waltz on a crooked gramophone.
My first step made a sound like someone cracking open
a pistachio shell somewhere in Nevada.
The second step was colder, heavier –
a young man in a corduroy suit stopped to ask
if I’d seen his lost parrot (I hadn't),
but I told him it was likely debating linguistics
with a tortoise in the grass somewhere.
The road unraveled itself as I walked –
the asphalt alternated between static television fuzz
and a parade of glowing soup cans marching south.
A woman wearing a gown made of smoke
waddled by, holding the moon itself in her left hand.
"You’ll need one of these," she cackled,
offering me a matchstick dipped in honey.
I pocketed it, though I wasn't sure why.
Each glance burned with its own rules –
mountains folded like origami elephants,
an orchestra of chairs played violins in reverse.
The stars gathered around
a kneeling dog who spoke Latin –
at least that's what it sounded like
when I passed through the sound of it.
“Redemption is a couch stuffed with feathers,”
the dog whispered, his eyes imploding
into constellations I recognized years ago
on a cereal box I now couldn't quite place.
I tried to keep count of my steps,
but numbers warped, bent into corkscrews.
I reached a cedar tree holding court with the wind.
Its shadow offered me tea in a porcelain thimble.
Inside the tea floated a small sailboat with three cats
singing in French about the sun catching fire.
“Sip,” the shadow encouraged,
and a thousand miniature memories burst in the air
like firecrackers laced with forgotten dreams.
The moonbeam road continued forever, or maybe
just until the moment I decided it ended.
But who could end something like this?
I crossed paths with the scent of lilac rolling uphill –
a whisper fell from the sky,
“Your shoelaces are planning a mutiny,” it said,
with the voice of an old crow.
Daniel F. James is a Louisiana-born Army veteran now living in East Tennessee. After a 12-year career in journalism, he turned his focus to poetry, exploring themes of transformation and resilience through vivid, often surreal imagery. His work has appeared in A Thin Slice of Anxiety, The Tennessee Magazine, Appalachian Bare, and the poetry anthology Bayou Blues and Red Clay.
Naomi Stenberg
Jones Street | Ice-fishing in Wisconsin
Jones Street
You once lived with a woman amused by mimes and a man who was half coyote. You all lived in a house, a group home, on Jones Street in Seattle. In the Fall. But only in the Fall. Only one month in the Fall. The leaves on the front lawn blew in until they littered the carpet. The woman amused by mimes said she liked the way they crunched underneath her feet. Like old scabs, she said. She laughed. She laughed a lot. You heard her laughing late at night at the mimes she said were in her television set that she could see only when she turned the volume off. Funny as hell, she said. Marcel Marceau. She talked to you when you both were in the yellow kitchen microwaving mac and cheese or making peanut butter sandwiches. The man who was half coyote drifted by in the hall. He didn’t speak. He wore a gray parka zipped shut with the fur hood always up. Fur around his face. You called him Coyote in your mind because you had to call him something. His brown eyes in the fur parka were afraid and not afraid. He was not interested in you. The few times you met him in the hall, you passed by him silently because you knew somehow to never say hello. It was a year and a half after you had fallen apart in graduate school and three months after you had found the last couch of a friend to drift on to. You moved in with four boxes of clothes and a box of old valentines and Christmas placemats marked Seasonal. You had traveled for a year and a half and were determined to stay. You put red checked contact paper in the drawers in your dresser and lined up your two pairs of shoes, tennis shoes and good shoes, in your closet. I’m going to be okay, you told yourself. I’m going be okay, a recitation, a lullaby, you half believed. For a month in the Fall of your forty-second year. You didn’t know that a corner of the roof of the house was starting to cave in. Even the squirrels couldn’t get purchase. The city condemned the building. You and the woman amused by mimes and the man who was half coyote moved on to other group homes. You never saw them again. I’m going to be okay.
Ice-fishing in Wisconsin
On days like this you try for one sentence
to bead itself together like the long loopy beads
Janis Joplin wore, was famous for.
You try for anything.
Your line goes slack with no fish.
Somehow you’re fishing in Wisconsin,
ice-fishing with a Budweiser in your hand and
a few raucous men that don’t get it
that you’re a poet
and don’t like you either.
On days like this you’re eight again
surrounded by other girls
and you have to open a lumpy birthday present
from your Aunt Lois
even though you know
it’s going to be the terrible underwear
she gives you every year.
You are trying to unwrap one sentence now and
have it not be old-fashioned lacy undies
but something you can actually love.
On days like this you push your pen
like it’s an old ragged mop
and you’re a janitor who has just punched in.
On days like this you know
there will always be days like this.
Naomi Stenberg (she/her) is queer, nuerodivergent and thriving in Seattle. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Does It Have Pockets, Sky Island Journal, Knee Brace Press, Soul Poetry, Teacakes and Tarot, and elsewhere. In her spare time, Naomi collects, on vinyl, female rockers from the eighties, does improv, and runs with her dog.
Alice Haines
Kindling the Woodstove | The House
Kindling the Woodstove
My feet do have their problems, so I wear
wool socks to bed, slippers when I rise.
Five below at dawn means cold floors
and chilblains—a fire first thing is best.
He tears out squares of newspaper the night
before (better than crumpled for draw),
saves me scraps of shingles in a bucket,
old porch molding too. Flairs good
but paint could be white-lead… what I think
anyway. Don’t mind the splinters on
the splits but can’t load one-handed if the cordwood’s
left as logs; they’re hard to hold.
Fire can’t grab them neither. Come
to think of it, I’m gonna stack those out
to the barn—don’t know why I struggle
so. Now these long sticks, the firebox
door won’t close. He says, get a bigger one,
catalytic, four-pot top,
and an oven. We have electric to cook on,
Forgets it’s me cooking. Long time since
he courted me with home-made soup.
Kale and red-beans. Got to admit,
he’s handy with dishes and kettle. That oak
he felled last year burns long and hot.
I’m fond of the rusty old thing for tea
and a fry-up; may have its problems, but a new one
would crowd out the kitchen. Warmest room
in the house, got to be able to live in it.
The House
Empty when it welcomed us in, we filled
it comfortably; even the dirty socks
had a place. The sea-breeze fluttered the crabapple
leaves and all the windows glowed.
We brought with us an unspoken doubt,
as though a piece of puzzle was missing—
had to skirt around the lack, a habit
like avoiding a construction hole.
The house, eager to please, shielded
us, tugging us back like a game.
Things began to disappear:
one red mitten, a growing boy,
as if they’d fallen through a worn-out pocket.
Fragments of our best selves hid
under the furniture—civility
lost. Despite extensive search,
all that remained were two thumbtacks
and a button. Finally, my husband vanished
too, leaving a sliver of soap
and a liberating loneliness.
The house clung to me and whimpered
when I left. Now it shies away
when I pass by, as though I smell
of fireworks—or sound like thunder.
Alice Haines’ poems have appeared in Pangyrus, The Healing Muse, Off the Coast, Northern New England Review, Touchstone Literary Magazine, and Pine Row. A retired family physician who volunteers at a free clinic, she lives in Maine, where she enjoys nurturing native plants, birding and tracking wildlife.
Satori Good
Ownership | Conception
Ownership
My house is dry & warm with
white adobe corners & sloped
marble floors. Her inner walls
flush & thrum like cello strings.
My house is all legs & shoulders.
Bamboo pillars grow through
windows & open her up & suck
her dry.
My house is mine & other houses flirt.
They lower their shutter eyes, yield
stones that fit like hearts in hands,
paint their skins white. The houses
think they can be anything but what
they are. Women, boats, mansions.
I tell bamboo the houses do not know
their place.
Bamboo says let me show you pleasure.
The pillars fill me up. I see my house
regal & still & hollow. How often
I accuse her of my own desires.
How often she welcomes me inside
overgrown & satisfied, recognizes
subtle notes of earth, turns to bamboo
& smiles.
Conception
This poem is a green balloon
held by two children
One has mascara on her lips
I am that one
the second is a waxing moon
I love unconditionally
on the condition you love me
I dreamed I was pregnant
with this poem
it grew for seventy weeks
We named it together
you said
how many women do you think
own charcoal grills
I said at least ten, can I borrow
a tampon
You said how many women
do you think are buried
wearing tampons
I said
what kind of dirt do you
want for your grave
Why do children tell the moon
goodnight
What gender is a poem
Satori is a cat parent and speculative writer from Lawrence, Kansas. Their work appears (or is forthcoming) in the Baffler, M E N A C E, Waffle Fried, and elsewhere; they were recently named a finalist in fugue’s prose contest. They are (according to reliable sources) an MFA candidate at George Mason University and Editor in Chief of the intersectional feminist journal So to Speak. satorigood.com